So what?Dead leaves hitting my bare shouldersduring the hottest Texas on record. And there weren’t little fireseverywhere in my organs. My name genuflected inside me,asking. So what?My conversations with Sydney-I fucking hate everybody especially the little twink & butchunder the heart of me. [voice message] You’re happy.I laughed in my cup- shades of kool-aid blue. So what?Wading…